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HeART OF ALCHEMY

 Alchemy of the Heart Workshop - December 2007

The last meditation on this workshop found us merging the sacred space of the heart with the merkaba light body. Whereas this was powerful and illuminating in itself, for me the experience was magnified by directing unconditional love through the Lemurian Star Seed crystal “Arcturus”. The moment my intention was set it seemed the light exploded all around me to touch all levels of existence in every reality. Indeed I felt I had broken through the fabric of existence to become the Great Void and the point at which creation is made manifest. I was in a place of dark which was magnificent in its glorious light and could ‘see’ many universes laid out before me.

Words cease to form as once again I enter this space in order to relay the experience… yet form they must. It appeared my head, shoulders and heart centres were within the Great Void and the rest of my body formed the universes that lay beneath. All of these levels were within me and yet there was no me… there was no ‘I’ having this experience it was quite simply ‘experience’; very pure, very simple and very clear.

Such was the profundity of my experience when the time came to end the meditation ‘I’ did not wish to return to the room and life in this 3d reality. As I shared my experience with the group with the best of intentions it was pointed out that “I am in this reality this is where I live and my experience is here now”. Naturally I knew this however something I could not quite put my finger on wasn’t sitting right with me. I felt discordance within and I didn’t understand why.

The following day during my daily meditation I contemplated my experience including my reluctance to be in this physical body within 3d reality. As I embraced these feelings and absorbed them into my being a beautiful transformation began to occur. Just as a flower opens to the light and warmth of the sun so my heart blossomed into radiant joy as another aspect of myself became unified into the whole.

For my small self now unified with the purest and most vibrant aspect of my being found it so hard to return once again to this world of polarity; relinquishing the experience of All That Is. In allowing these feelings to form once more a wonderful alchemical phenomena occurred; the purest and most existential aspect of my being merged with all that I am in this reality. All That Is merged with all that is not to create a space of union where my consciousness became one with the whole of existence; a unified existential state of pure awareness.  

In accepting my feelings of not wanting to be here I found myself even more here…strange paradox? Reasons for the discordance I felt during the sharing have become abundantly clear. My mind knew the truth in the words being spoken but my heart felt something quite different. In allowing my heart expression I ‘fell in’ to the sacred space of the heart and was once more able to connect with All That Is. Mind and heart thus unified within became the heart of wisdom to create unified existential consciousness; acceptance of every aspect of my self within each precious moment being the key to realising this profound state of awareness.

To live in this reality as ‘All That Is’ is to experience moment by moment inner alchemical transformation; this is the wisdom of the heart, the heArt of Alchemy and the realisation of unified existential consciousness.